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So everything was going really really well. I was sticking to my plan, then Fawn called, and we went to Red Lobster, but if that wasn't bad enough I spent the entire day yesterday gorging myself full of food. But today is a new day, and i have every intention of getting back on track. I am pretty sure I have recently already lost some weight. Things that were not looking so good on me are starting to fit rather nicely. I have decided after staring at myself in the mirror naked for about an hour yesterday that I would really only like to lose about an inch off of everything and tone up. I want to get TONER (get it.. I know I am gay) Anyways, If I happen to lose more fantastic, but I am excited and Monday you will have my measurement results and hopefully I will have bought a scale by then.
I am still loving most of the food and we are embarking into week two... Here's to living a healthier lifestyle!
Much of my love!
Recently, I was informed about a "good" friend of mine bashing me to almost a total stranger. This person, (the basher, not the stranger, ) Not only said some things that were completely untrue and mean, but she said things that could cause a huge problem in my marriage if she's saying things like this to other people. But what really gets me is I haven't really done anything to her. The only thing that I can think of is that she's completely jealous. The only time she wants to be my friend is when things are going horribly wrong in my life. She seems to love the drama, but whenever things are going well, (which they have been for a long time, other than a fat, and an ugly remark) I can never seem to find her. Granted the Basher has had a rough life, but most of it she chose for herself. At one point in my life I thought that she could be a really great friend, but I guess when jealous it can't be.
I know that people always say that if someone talks about you behind your back they're jealous, well I know that is not always the case, but in this particular instance, I strongly feel that it's true. I mean come on, I do have a pretty fantastic life full of things this person does not have. I have a great family, my husband though a dummy at times, is an amazing man, to whom I am attracted to more and more everyday, I have two beautiful children to the same man, my husband, and finances and god willing I would eleven more. I have a nice home, though we rent. Greg takes care of us, and works his ass off to support us and make us happy, I have great friends who would do anything for us, and knows how to make me fell special! (You know who you are)
I have many options of how I live my life, a great relationship with my parents, and n\most of all that really seems to make the Basher angry is that I am happy... And I really really am.
So I say to anyone else who may be out there trying to make my good name ugly
. I get to have these things in my life because I have and continue to make the right decisions. Every thing that happens is an effect of a decision you have decided to make. Having babies, though they may have been a surprise was a decision. Getting married, a decision. Putting your life into God's hands, is a decision. Even things in your life that you can't change, that just happen and a suck... The way you react to them is a decision. If you want your life full of chaos it is a decision you make!
I chose to live a christian life. I dedicate to helping people as much as I can. Anybody who actually knows me knows that's true. I am a good person, who would never intentionally hurt someone. I apologize for my mistakes and learn from them. For the most part I try hard to be a good friend, and I love with my entire body. So to the Basher, because if you are reading this, and I am sure you will, and you're right, this if to you; Find something else to do. If you don't like me, don't talk to me... and though it is probably true, I would still do whatever I could for you, if you needed something, I don't particularly like you. I think that you have serious problems, and I hope that you seek help, And I do hope that you find happiness someday. Focus on your life and the people that you love. Do NOT, however focus on people that you don't like apparently. Don't be jealous, make your own life beautiful. I wish you luck, I mean it, and I hope you find something wonderful to hold onto! And if it really makes you feel better to cut me down in front of others, by all means keep on keeping on!
Things that make me happy!
my amazing children. Mylee's laugh, Noah's snow boots, Greg's lips, Great memories, My friendship with my mother, God's love, my nieces and nephews, cherry tree blossoms, watermelon, ice cold sweetened tea, garlic, The flaming lips, Jack Johnson, myspace, blogging, smiley faces, cozy comforters, cuddling, hot chocolate and toast, the sweet spot in my bed, Greg's hands, spring, a clean house, (especially if I don't have to clean it) camping, the beach, the smell of sunscreen, Mylee's fuzzy head, Noah's smile, Austin's freckles, Sarah's lasagna, My faith, Christmas, Halloween costumes, Ghost hunters, Charmed, Patsy Cline, Dreams about Grandma, The way Mylee's little toes wrap around my nose when I kiss her feet, Tim's kindness, Fawn's laugh, When Zach plays with Noah, and fights with Aubrie over who gets to sit by him, Aubrie's stories, Logan's phone calls, Camden's kisses, love, Big hugs, Serenity's smile, Daddy's love, Mom's turkey, Aunt Chris' mashed potatoes and gravy, being right, being told I'm beautiful, mom's bed, good movies, bathes, nights out, dates, strawberries, pie.... I love pie, other people's pets, toddlers, potty trained kids! Laying in bed with Greg joking around and laughing, long talks, walks, Moraine, picnics, cars that run, baby ruths, pictures, good friends, rainbows, when Noah tickles me... there's so much more... to be continued....
More often than not we take all of the wonderful blessings that God has given us, for granted. The beautiful day, green grass, blossoming cherry trees, our children, being able to open our eyes and see every morning, our relationship with our parents, no matter how they are... At least we have parents. Just the fact that your child can talk or crawl or hold your face and say I love you. Or even if they can't do those things, how much joy do they bring to your life? And be happy that you are capable of making them happy.
SO many people go day to day, without ever giving thanks for anything... When there is so much to give thanks for. Our world as we know it, is about to change. A big change... Most people believe that there is going to be a new depression, and if this is true, what is going to keep you from giving up. Where is your hope going to come from? Young and Old, Rich or Poor... What good are any blessing if you lack the ability to be grateful for them?
At the end of everyday, say thanks for something new... After a week or two, start to say thank you in the morning and night, for something new... Then every time you see something wonderful try to remember to take the time to give thanks. Pretty soon you'll find yourself saying thank you all day long.. You will be happier, the people around you will be happier! And eventually you won't sweat the bad stuff! It's really an amazing way to live. So I am challenging you all! Give thanks and live great! So much love
Here is the fantastic recipe I got from Slim Fast. We had this last night and wow was it delicious! I can not wait to eat this again. It definetely made it into my recipe box, and it's all pretty simple!
In this you will have a protein, vegetable and starch. I will post a new recipe for everyday that I love! Let's see what we can get!
Pesto Rubbed Chicken
.5 oz. package of Knorr Pesto Sauce mix
2 TBL. Olive Oil
1 1?4 lbs. Chicken breast
1) Blend Knorr Pesto sauce Mix and olive oil. Brush on both sides of chicken. 2) Grill or broil (I used the George Foreman Grill) until chicken is thoroughly cooked.
Glazed Herbed Carrots
16 oz. baby carrots
1/4 c. fat free chicken broth
2 TBL. I can't believe it's not butter spread
1 TBL brown sugar packed
1/4 tsp marjoram
1/4 tsp. ginger
1) In 10 in non stick skillet bring carrots and broth to boil over high heat. Reduce heat to med-high and cook covered 8 min. or until carrots are tender. 2) Add remaining ingredients and cook stirring frequently, 2 min. or until Spread is melted and carrots are glazed
Spicy Oven Baked Fries
1 1/2 ilb red potatoes
3 TBL "butter" spread
1/4 tsp. season salt
1/8 pepper
1/4 tsp. cayenne pepper... (I didn't use this ingredient)
10 Preheat oven to 450 degrees. Lightly grease baking sheet; set aside. 2) Peel potatoes (I didn't peel the potatoes... more vitamins) & cut into wedges. 3) Melt "butter" 4) In large bowl toss all ingredients until potatoes are evenly coated. On prepared baking sheet, arrange potatoes in single layer.50 Baking turning once, 40 min. or until potatoes are golden brown and crisp
Alright, I hope that everyone enjoys this recipe as much as I did. I LOVED the chicken.. It was soooo good! Bon appetite
So day three... I do believe and I am no longer starving, and I am drinking so much more water. I have been following my meal plan and exercising, so I feel great. (A little sore... due to NOT exercising for years)
The great thing about slim fast is they give you this meal plan and if you don't like the food or you don't have it right now or whatever you can substitute things... They have an awesome list of recipes and substitutions. And if you are willing to try new foods, it so worth it. Last night I had Pesto chicken, glazed baby carrots and red potatoe fries... Delicious, and my husband loved them too. The shakes are def. better cold and when chugged and the "snack" bars are delicious, at least the ones I have tried. I am loving it. Hopefully I can sick to this plan and hey if I decide I really want a cheese burger with mushrooms, I log into my plan.. Find it in alternative foods, for the nutritional info. and calorie count and it goes into my plan! SO I can see the damage done or not done. And I am certainly not going to neglect my junk food needs. I absolutely do have a problem with junk food, I am just trying not to eat as much..
I have heard that it's like smoking. The more you eat the more you crave. So if you can get it out of your system you will no longer crave it... We'll see about that!... Well I am going to buy a scale this weekend so I will be posting not only my measurements, but my weight as well....
Too bad Fawn is the only person who cares about my blogs. Hey maybe someday I'll get an audience! I will blog back soon! :)
I am starving, however I did skip my breakfast and my first snack, which I am totally regretting right now. The shakes aren't too bad, but still hard to get down. I did however find some slim fast meal bars that sound like snicker's, but we'll see about that!
There are a ton of great recipes and I am excited to try them. Tonight for dinner we are having "Hidden Vegetable meatballs" It should be healtheier for everyone.
I went grocery shopping today and I spent about 120 dollars. However I didn't have a lot of things like spices and mayo, and what not. Still $120 on groceries for a week for a family of four isn't too bad. So here I am stepping forward... Wish me luck!
Okay... This blog is about to be brutally honest. I am about to embark on a new weight loss challenge! On paper the slim fast program looks like the least to give up and the most inexpensive. Not that I think I am fat... But I am over wight for my height and I could be a lot happier with my body... I would like to start eating healthier also.
So Slim-Fast.com is completely free, and they set up a personalized food day plan, and exercise plan. It goes by your weight, height and how much you want to lose. Then it takes your calorie count for the day and plans your meals and snacks for the day.
Because I started too late in the day, I will start tomorrow, and blog about my progress once a week... I don't actually know how much I weigh, but I do know that it's around 168lbs. I know that's crazy. I am five foot five, and here are my measurements, which I take frequently, and will use as a more accurate way to measure my success! So here I am ready to let it all hang out!
My waist is 32 in.
Belly 37.5 in.
My booty 41.5 in.
right thigh 25 in.
left thigh 25.5 in.
right arm 12.5 in.
left arm 12 in.
Alright let's see if the slim fast works... To be continued...
So I have never cared that my credit was bad. I always thought it wasn't a big deal, I mean who cares if I can't own a house, it would be more work for me anyways! Then I was visiting an old family friend and he was talking about how he knew someone selling a three bedroom house with a lot of land, and etc... Curiously I went to look at it, and immediately fell in love. The house isn't much to look at, at first glance that is, but after walking through it a few times I already have plans of how I would fix it up. I can actually see me and my husband Greg growing old together, sitting on the front porch watching our kids, then grand kids, and maybe even great grandkids, playing on the tire swing in the front yard. I have become obsessed, all I can think about is this house. And now of course Greg and I are paying for our credit problems. Why on earth didn't I listen to my mother when she said getting a credit card was a bad idea. Further more, we don't even know anyone who could or would co sign for a loan. Now I have to sit by and hope that someday somehow I'll be able to live in my dream home! But I know it's not really likely... Too bad. But if anyone out there knows of any type of loop holes or somewhere that doesn't care much about poor credit, let me know. I am dying to live in this house!
All I have to say now is... POOP
Up until now, I have enjoyed blogging, but only on myspace. An amazing friend of mine just sent me a link to her blogging page, and I got to thinking. Perhaps I should blog somewhere else. Why not,. So I did it. I set up an account and now I am waiting for something interesting enough to write about, which shouldn't be hard. I have two beautiful children, a great husband, and a ton of extended family who carry tons of drama!! I love it! I can't wait to write a great blog and hopefully help or at least entertain somebody out there!
