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I get so tired of things being hard. So tired of life really. Why does every decision have to have so many options. Why can't things ever be simple. Today, I am tired. Tired of drama, tired of decisions, tired of arguments and difficult relationships, (I'm not talking about me and Greg for the record) Tired of people back stabbing one another, tired of people not caring for their children the way they should, tired of denial, tired of lies, of conflict.
Is there ever a point in life when things just happen? Are some people's lives just meant to be rough? What lesson are we supposed to learn and why doesn't life come with some sort of manual... I guess it does. The bible. Aren't we suppose to turn to prayer? Why doesn't God give neon signs that flash big pink lights? I am always questioning my choices. How do you ever know what is right?
Tired if that thought, tired of no real answers... I am even tired of spongebob. Tired of monotony. Tired of low self esteem, tired of the whole bit. BLAH!

YIKES

So I have just been informed by my sensitive husband that I change my looks too much. I always thought that it would make life a little more interesting, but Greg says no. He says I need a f-ing hobby. So I reach out to all of my blog readers, (I know there is like a handful, but whatever) I would love to have some suggestions for a hobby. I suppose having a hobby could be really good for me too. I mean it could give something to do aside from being a mom and wife, There are so many days when I wake up and scream for something new. Honestly, when did life become so monotonous? Let's face it, after a certain point nothing new happens, you wake up to the same face, in the same bed. You eat the same foods, clean the same mess. Go to the same job, drive the same car. Got to bed, and do the same again. I don't care who you are, how happy you claim to be. Everyone gets bored sometimes.. So I guess a hobby would be a great thing... I f I could think of something!