Saving

I have recently decided that we need to start saving money. Greg has always been the soul provider for our family and if something were to happen... well we wouldn't have anything.... Not to mention with economy going the way it is, Greg's job may not secure! I mean come on if no one has money. no one is going to be paying anyone to build stuff. So I got a job, it doesn't pay much and I feel like I am barely there, but we'll put most of that money aways to save. But every week I take twenty five dollars out of Greg's check every week. But saving money no matter how little os harder than I thought. First of all, I have a serious shopping problem. If I know that there is money, I spend it. But twenty five dollars isn't really that much. If I save twenty for dollars for a year, that is barely hitting over 1,000 dollars. That's not even a months worth of pay. So hopefully nothing happens to Greg for like five years! Then we might have enough for two months! Anyway I just wanted to express my money frustrations... Well future frustrations. Thanks and I hope everyone else has a better time saving money than I...

Two more days!

Two more days until Halloween.... Yet I'm not really that excited. Noah's costumes aren't really that great. I think tonight we are going to go to Kmart and I am going to let him pick a new one... Unless of course he wants to be Shrek! But I can't imagine that he is going to wear that mask the who;e time, and its too hot for his skunk costume. His puppy one still fits, but its lame.... So to Kmart it is where all costumes are 50% off... Yay for sales! I'm going to be a banana, and Mylee will be a bumble bee. It will keep her warm! Good story... Goodbye

Sickies

My darling little baby, is oh so sick. She woke up around eight o'clock this morning, after going to bed at six thirty last night. She came down stairs and layed on my chest. After drinking some water she went up stairs and layed beside her crib. At nine thirty she went back to sleep. It is now 1:15 and she is still sleeping. I wish there was something I could do for her. She has a bad cough and a low fever. There isn't really anything to do, but I still feel bad. I don't like to be sick, but I suppose its nice to get all of the sleep needed. I don't get to do that! Hopefully she will feel better by tomorrow! Can't call off again!

So close to you
And still so far
Wanting your thoughts
Screaming for words
Small hints
Yet not a clue
Tomorrow nears
And I'm still ost
My soul tortured
Heart empty
Wishing for your love
Praying for your touch
Tomorrow's promises broken
Another lonely day
Getting over you
Being without me