PAIN

SO it's 1:30 am on, well I guess Weds. morning. That's right... Twenty six years old and can't sleep because my legs hurt. I never had a lot of pain problems before having children, and two pregnancies later, there doesn't seem to be anything I can do about it. I've seen the doctor for it and she wasn't really any help. the onl thing I can think of aside from taking narcotics, is trying to see a chiropracter. I mean really aren't I too young to have pain problems? And yet, here I am wide awake and yet exhausted because of my legs. This is absolutely ridiculous. I feel like I am a hundred years old. My body is deteriating.
There are days that my back hurts soo bad that I can't hold my kids. I don't know what to do anymore... (I think I might be getting delirious... I don't function well without sleep)
All I can do is think about how in just a few short hours, my kids will be awake and I will have to forfeit any chance of aleep, and yet, I still get get there! I wonder now if I should just stay up and clean. At least then when I don't move off of the couch except for necesseties.
Well now that I have complained more than I think I ever have before! So ... While you all are resting peacefully in your bed, I am going to get a head start on some dishes and maybe make my husband some breakfast! If you don't hear from me later it's because I am zombified.
Have a nice sleep!